complaint

I feel drowned in organization. (by organization?) Every which way I turn I need to categorize and put things in some place that they aren't currently. Photos, clothes, paperwork (of course), food, my thoughts and ideas. There are lots of ways to do organizing, so that adds to my being overwhelmed.

I do realize that I have the problem of a privileged person, that I'm really very lucky. And that helps me from being a complete basket case, but I still have to deal with the organizing. I could eliminate - a de-cluttering fest - but it's hard to de-clutter everything in one's life.

I do believe in energy flow, and I know that my cluttered thoughts and things get in my way. It's sometimes just a big cycle that I don't know where to step in.

joy

(to balance complaint)

I'm never so happy as when my children are happy. Daughter just came back from Comic-Con. She has wanted to go for years and this year finally could save up money and make the trip. She is ecstatic. She got to meet Karen and Matt - she spoke to them, she got their autograph, Matt wished her well in her life - ahhh. (Dr. Who people - for those who don't know.)

Son had successful day at his summer camp. This is wonderful, he's happy, I'm happy. Each time he has a success, the closer he comes to knowing he can be successful. One step at a time.